God searches the heart. He knows your intentions. Even if you can not speak or articulate it. He knows your desires. Whether you aim for them or not. He knows your dreams. He gave you the visions while you slept. No good thing will God withhold from you.
A "no" from man is not a "no" from God. A delay in the process does not mean a "denial" in the final destination.
11 For the Lord God is a sun and shield: the Lord will give grace and glory: no good thing will he withhold from them that walk uprightly.
10 I the Lord search the heart, I try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his doings.
You are arguing with God!
Why do you think he should explain everything to you?
14 But maybe God does explain what he does
but speaks in ways that people don’t understand.
15 He may speak in a dream, or in a vision at night,
when people are in a deep sleep lying in their beds.
" The dreams God gave me are just for me and they will come to pass." -Alston Shropshire